Sorrow

Last Sunday, 10.10.10, my classmate, Izne, lost her beloved father. Forever...

We, the whole class member went to Hospital Sg. Buloh to visit her and her family right after we got the shocking news after maghrib... Everything happened very sudden.. Even more for her......... She was eating at the restaurant with some fellow classmates when she got a call about the news...

The death of her father caused by a sudden stroke attack at work place... but he passed away at the Hospital..

When we arrived at the hospital.. Izne came to the parking area as we didn't know which part of the hospital was she.. And right after she reached us, she can't bare to not to cry..... She cried.. no matter how strong you want to hide your feeling, you can't afford to hide it when it is your father who left you forever.......... even for me...... seeing her condition made me wondering how if it was me in her situation.......... at this age, 'sudden leave' from father... ;'( Don't know how long it will take for me to calm.............................

well, yea everybody cried when she cried.. except guys who were really good in hiding their feeling..... everytime I saw her, I can feel it.. the sadness.. sorrowfulness.. lost-ness.... etc-ness........ dah lah semua adik beradik dia semua perempuan.. dia anak ke dua pulak tu..

akhir tahun ni ada majlis convocation diploma kat perak... she said, "sedihnya.... konvo aku ayah aku xde.."......... ya Allah.. sedihnya aku dengarrr..........

lecture class untuk semester 1 ni dah nak habis.. tinggal lagi seminggu je lagi before study leave.... seminggu tu je lagi yg tggal, ayah dia dah tinggal kan dia buat selama lamanya... because of that, dia ambil cuti seminggu x datang kelas..... dah lah minggu tu sgt critical with testss and presentations and submissionsss....

and tadi (Sabtu), she came for the presentation.. the presentation tu group punya kerja.. since she was absent, her group members present dulu time lecture hari Khamis.. and harini ada lagi sambungan utk group yg x sempat present.. therefore, she had to present alone.. as in only her part punya slide je lah.... before she present, ustazah tanya, why she absent last Thursday.. dengan tabah dia cakap, "ayah saya meninggal"......... sebak dada aku dengar...

to Izne, may what happened give you strength and motivation for you to achieve your ambition and strive to make it best.. ;)